Friday, 1st June 2012

Not a good day today, just when I think I have got a hold of my emotions something comes along and makes it reappear.  I really need to get away from things but how can you do that when you have a child to care for, maybe I'll just take her with me.  Maybe it's time to admit that I need to talk to someone, it's been a hell of a 6 months, actually a hell of a 12 months and I'm just feeling like I'm losing myself to it all and I don't like it.

Off to our holiday farm this weekend, my in-laws are coming, of course I get along with them but I really wanted to do this without them, I need some time with my family on my own which seems to be impossible lately with hubby working so hard.  It's also my mum's birthday and as she lives in the same town I will at least enjoy seeing her.

I think it's time to take charge and book something for just the 3 of us, no work, no extra family, just us.