Monday, 21st May 2012

Had my final scan today, my little bean's heart has stopped beating - in one way it's heartbreaking when that blob comes on the screen only for you to not see that flicker, but at the same time relieved as now I can start the moving on process, again.  D&C on Wednesday, my 2nd in 4 months, not fun, but necessary.  I did at least get to meet another OB who was equally as lovely as the last, I'm going to have a decision on my hands if I ever get the point where I need to!!!!  Hang on what am I saying, I will get there, just not right now.  For now I'm taking a little break, to recharge and work up some more courage to do it all again.